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“…I would like to beg you dear Sir, as well as I can, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.” -Rainer Maria Rilke, 1903 in Letters to a Young Poet.

Man, I wish I had run across this quote last year.  I think much suffering, anxiety, and confusion would have been spared in 2012. When I focused on the past and all that had been built, all that could be lost, I grasped and held on tightly out of fear. When I focused on the future on all the possibilities that could be, I stood frozen in anxiety.

Practicing yoga has helped me shift gears. Yoga has been helping me build courage and confidence and focus on the here and now- on the present. When I catch myself reminiscing in the past or anxiously anticipating the future, I reel myself in by bringing attention back to my breath, connecting to the area right below my heart above my upper belly. Where do I recognize Love in this scenario? Can I drink in this very moment just as it is without fear or judgement?

Sometimes when I encounter discomfort and major change, I catch myself running back to comfort and security or seeking an outlet where I can detach and numb myself. What do I fear the most? Why do I feel that way? Where do I feel tightness in my body? If I direct slow deep breaths in that area, how does that help?

Life has been unfolding answers as I remain open with curiosity and courage. The answers and signs seem to appear and re-appear until I am ready to open my eyes, digest lessons and embrace the experiences.

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What’s your bliss word?

I went to a chanting workshop a couple Fridays ago with Lani Granum at Moksha Yoga Center. I went in with curiosity. I had taken a couple of her classes years ago and enjoyed her vibrant spunky personality, creative sequences and chanting. I also had an intention to perhaps add some tools to my belt that can help me articulate my pronunciation more clearly and confidently.

Early in the workshop, we talked a bit about ourselves and shared a word that comes to mind when hearing the word “bliss.” Some examples of words that came to people’s minds were “peace,” “mmm,” “honor,” “harmony,” “laughter,” “chocolate.”

My bliss word is “love” or perhaps actually the symbol of love- the heart. It’s rather one that has developed into a bliss word fairly recently. Four years ago, I thought that the heart symbol was a bit cheesy. I didn’t have much of a connection to it. The symbol did not resonate within me. Now, I see it everywhere. When I do see it, I think of the feeling I get when I connect with my innerlight in my heart center— peace, joy, gratitude. In a way the heart symbol reminds me of the Divine. I could say God, but that word is loaded with so many different meanings and evokes a variety of emotions. So let’s just stick with the Divine, however that is defined within your world.

Love has been much on my mind lately— devotion, bhakti, commitment, self love, patience, divinity.

My love for my kids drive me to work hard. My self love encourages me to embrace and accept without judgment. My devotion to the divine inspires me to think twice before I act.

I think about how life is really short, and we only have a limited amount of time to do what we’re here to do. Because of this I strive to work on clearing my mind with the help of yoga and meditation, so that I can confidently move forward and focus on sharing and spreading the love.

What is love to me?

connection, union, compassion,

soul sisters

inspiration

truth

beauty

patience

unconditional

neverending

ever forgiving

devotion

commitment

What’s your bliss word? What moves you? What does it mean to you? I’d love to hear your thoughts and inspiration.